One day this week, Blaze accompanied me during a marathon day of visiting teaching. He is always soooo good at being quiet and entertaining himself though. Our Relief Society President happened to come along this time, and she rewarded Blaze the following day with a thank you note and some fun stickers! She was impressed at how well he held up during our visits.
I can't help but think about what a struggle it used to be to drag sometimes three of my kids along for visiting teaching, the grocery store, or car repairs! There just wasn't any other choice because Jackson was the only one in school when Blaze joined the family. And during those years, it seemed like I'd never again have time to myself or be able to go anywhere without barnacles attached to me. Those hours and days were long, but the years were short, and now I am relishing in the time I have left this year with Blaze being at home for half of the day. I now have a routine of going to the gym after dropping the kids off, showering without worrying that the house will be demolished by the time I'm done, and then a day of endless carpooling to countless activities between the four kids. I also wrestle with the idea of getting some sort of job next year when Blaze will be at school all day. Would it make my life and our household so much more complicated, or would it bring so much fulfillment and an opportunity to pay down our mortgage even quicker. Could I find something part time that would make the effort worth it? Do I have enough organizing and scheduling to keep me busy and fulfilled for at least the first year I'm a daytime "empty nester"? Oh the possibilities are exciting and stressful, but I am thankful to have such a happy life!




